Last week I got the chance to waste 35$ on a round-trip to the city, scoring 1 hit each of heroin and cocaine.
It was disappointing in many ways, and helped me get just that much further from my obsession with self-medicating. The C sucked, the H sucked. I was followed by some street-walker until I lost him, then I tried to shoot some coke in front of the library only to be threatened by a guy "don't shoot dope in the park."
So I left, cocaine & cap in hand, and walked back to the El. I was all set to sit at the platform and fix up a shot..only there was a police officer on the platform. Almost let the urge get the better of me, but decided against shooting up 40 feet from a cop.
At the train station, I did manage to shoot up the different substances - minutes before 3 Canine units and their handlers entered the station doing their thing.
Street drugs suck unless you have connections.. I guess I forgot that. I'm much more into pharmaceuticals and pot, right now, than IV cocaine or heroin. Perhaps if I can put an order in to CW sometime, I'd inject their morphine, or maybe the ketamine. Otherwise it's just pot and pills for me.. it's a much better deal anyway. You know what you're getting.
I sorely miss growing pot.
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