So after many months and one failed attempt resulting in being robbed at knife-point, I am pretty sure that tomorrow I will be taking the subway into the city to grab some dope and powder. 1 and 1 = 3.
It's actually more for wanting that Taste of coke than wanting to get high. Though there is that, too. There are a few things I'm doing differently this time than my many previous times copping in Kensington:
I absolutely won't be doing any until I get back. I'm not talking to anyone except the 2 or 3 words I need to say to the dealer to buy the shit. I'm getting 2 needles, just in case, and I'm turning right around after copping to get back on the El.
I don't need to be there any longer than I need to. Not with my legal situation, nor with the heat, or the risk of being robbed (again).
After dosing tomorrow, I'll probably post again and write more for the fuck of it. This is an outlet, not a show. Doesn't matter the content, there's no audience save myself.
For safety reasons I should start off slow. 1 bag of heroin won't kill a person, but a surprisingly strong 10 of C might. Too much powder is not a pleasant feeling. Doing half of the powder, and then a solid speedball after that sounds good. If the dope was super strong I would just break it into two smaller speedballs but at similar IV doses, purity of street cocaine >> purity of street heroin. Much greater; plus cocaine is much easier to overdose on.
Godspeed
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