Futues tu ipsum

Today was a waste. Literally.

Nikki's unemployment didn't go through, so no chemical fun for me today. I slept in, and was in a very depressed mood all day really.

I didn't feel right, or happy, until by chance my "friend" called me and set me up with some medicine; i'll be paying him Friday. It's nice to find that there do exist decent souls not only in the world, but in the criminal/counter-culture underworld.

The smoke was good. Still nothing like I grow, of course. But not much is. I sorely miss growing it. I'm thinking more and more that, It's what I like to do. It can be lucrative. And I'm probably going to jail for it. I might as well make a living doing it, ne?

I can grow stuff that is true "one-hit shit." And I mean, to serious tokers/patients with serious tolerances. My father and I would smoke 3 bowls, between us, of our Cheese or Blueberry buds (strains we have). Conversely, we would smoke 1/2 ! a bowl between us, of a strain called Bubble Gum X Haze. I got the original seeds from a guy from DUESSELDORF, GERMANY. And god-damn do they know their pot, in Dusseldorf, Germany!

Of the 7 females we grew out, 2 were very special. The Keeper, BG.Haze#1 bloomed for 93 days (under 12 hours on/ 12 hours off schedule) and the buds were very dense, very fragrant and dark black. The bud leaf was the color of de-oxygenated blood; these were some seriously dark flowers. Reeked of muddy strawberries and incense with a bit of pine. 1 average sized joint will probably get 8 people high. Very high.

But what do I do for work for now? I won't be able to grow again for a while, in all likelihood. I need money so I can get high and party it up before having to go to jail. Plus to keep myself busy, and also maybe look better in front of the judge, going in front of the Naze-fuck with a job. Who the fuck knows.

I really want some fucking drugs. A speedball, or shot of straight C, to start with. I also have a mail order connection for seriously cheap drugs, mostly prescription type pills.
Ritalin10mg and Klonopin2mgs for 10$/30#bottle; 500mgKetamine/10mL vial for 10$,injectable morphine 30mg tabs 3$ a piece. They stock plenty of other benzos, fentanyl, loads of steroids.

But I'm really only interested in the M, the Ritalin and the K-pins. The Ketamine vial of 50mg/mL solution is just for experimentation; I've never tried it.

I'm calling Chik-Fil-A and a nearby Ice Factory tomorrow to see if they're hiring.

Are we having fun yet?